'I was born and brought up in Glenrothes in Fife, so by rights I
should have supported a Fife team like Raith Rovers, East Fife or
Dunfermline, not an Edinburgh team like Hibs. But you support who your
dad takes you to see, don't you? My dad Alan was a mad, mad Hibee. As
a wee boy in Glasgow he'd been a Rangers fan but his uncle, who was a
scout for Hibs, began taking him to Easter Road and that was that.
I was brought up with the great Hibs sides of the past, like the
Famous Five team who won three league championships after the war.
It's unbelievable now but Hibs had reached the semi-final of the
first-ever European Cup in 1956. And Hibs also had a great, great team
when I was growing up in the early 1970s. They were called 'Turnbull's
Tornadoes' after the manager Eddie Turnbull. I grew up watching a
phenomenal team that included really good players such as John
Blackley, Alan Gordon, Jimmy O'Rourke and John Brownlie. They played a
version of the 'total football' that the Dutch were famous for.
I pestered my dad for ages and ages to take me to a game, but he
always said I was too young. Eventually he gave in and took me to see
Hibs v Celtic at Easter Road in 1970 when I was five. I don't recall
the score but I remember that Celtic were playing in bright yellow
shirts, their away strip, and that we sat in the North Stand, what is
now the Famous Five Stand. When I went to football as a wee lad aged
five or six, it was magic. It was like going to a church for the first
time, but with noise. It was a thing of beauty. Even now, when I walk
up the steps on a Saturday afternoon and see the pitch, the hairs on
the back of my neck stand up.
I've got loads of great memories of watching Hibs, like seeing
George Best make his home debut against Partick Thistle in 1979. To
see Best play for any team was incredible but to see him play for Hibs
was a huge thrill and very moving. Tom Hart, the Hibs chairman at the
time, personally paid him £2,000-a-week out of his own pocket to play.
When I watch football, I'm lost in the game. I forget about
everything else. Even if it's a rubbish game, I still love it. I love
the fact that in football anything can happen. Even when you're 4-1
down with 10 minutes to go, you think: 'We could get three goals in 10
minutes.' So I'm the eternal optimist.
Football conjures up a greater range of emotions for me than what I
do. Acting doesn't get me as passionate. Don't get me wrong - I love
acting and I take my work incredibly seriously, and I'm an acting
animal in one sense. But I'm more of a football animal - not in the
hooligan sense, but in what it does to me. If I had the choice of an
evening with Robert De Niro or Alex Ferguson, it would be Alex
Ferguson every time. And if it was a choice between Hibs winning the
Premier League or me winning an Oscar, I'd rather Hibs won the title.
In August 2001 the international premiere of Enigma in
Edinburgh clashed with Rangers v Hibs. So I arrived at the cinema with
Kate Winslet and Saffron Burrows, then slipped out after 15 minutes to
watch the game in a boozer across the road. These Americans who had
bought the film to distribute in the States went round saying: 'If
that guy does that when he comes to the States, I'm going to have his
ass.' It was a great game, too, a 2-2 draw. I don't know what Kate
Winslet and the others thought about me bunking off to watch Hibs, and
I don't care. There are some more important things in life. I had to.
It was on the box and it was an important match. I went back for the
party afterwards.
When I watch a game, I'm there on the pitch with the players. And
when Hibs score a goal at Easter Road, I'll grab whoever's next to me.
If I had to live without football or acting, it would be acting, I
guess. If you took football out of my life, it would be like punching
me in the guts and I'd be winded for the rest of my life. Most people
who are passionate about football would say that, I think. Football's
been with me since before I started acting. It's rooted in my psyche;
it's part of my personality. I can chart my memories of my father and
my childhood through different football matches and grounds I've been
at, players I've watched and great goals I've seen.
Hibs have declined since I began watching them in the 1970s. We
used to get crowds of 40,000; now it's a fraction of that. But Bobby
Williamson's a good manager and with him we'll always be fighting hard
for third place in the league. The trouble is, good players tend to
leave for a club with more ambition or more money. Didier Agathe and
Ulrik Laursen went to Celtic, Kenny Miller and Russell Latapy to
Rangers and Ulises De la Cruz to Villa. That's frustrating. We've got
two very talented young Scottish players, Ian Murray and Garry
O'Connor, but they'll probably leave soon, too.
We need to invest - in a youth academy, proper training pitch and
wages for players - to make Hibs one of the best teams in Scotland
again.
My favourite player: John Brownlie
He played wing-back for Hibs in the 1970s and is one of the most
graceful players I've ever seen. He was quick, elegant, wonderful at
bringing the ball from defence to attack, a great crosser and
beautiful passer. Tragically he got a broken leg away at East Fife in
late 1972; it didn't end his career but it did take a lot away from
him. I remember my dad and brother David coming back from that game
crying and saying 'John Brownlie broke his leg'.
My favourite match
When Hibs beat AEK Athens 3-2 at Easter Road in the Uefa Cup in
September 2001 - that was the best I'd seen them play since the 1970s.
The whole team played phenomenal football. They seemed to have been
overtaken by some sort of footballing spirit. The passing, movement,
communication and fluidity of the football was breathtaking. All the
fans were aware they were watching something they hadn't seen at
Easter Road for a long time. We were 0-2 down from the first leg but
Paco Luna scored twice to level it. He had a header in the last minute
of normal time to win it for us, but he missed! Then, in extra time,
AEK scored twice and although David Zitelli got one back, we lost 4-3
on aggregate. That night was the culmination of Alex McLeish's reign;
he joined Rangers a few weeks later.'
How Dougray helped the Rangers boss and ex-Hibs hero on his
big-screen debut
When Alex McLeish was manager of Hibs, I invited him to the
premiere of Mission: Impossible 2 in London, even though I'd
never met him. I sent off the invitation with a note, but I heard
nothing back so I assumed he wasn't coming. We were all in the VIP
area when my wee nephew came in and said: 'Alex McLeish is in the
foyer.' Tom Cruise was there and so was Russell Crowe and Kylie
Minogue, but as soon as my family heard the Hibs manager was there,
they were like, 'Alex McLeish!' and went over towards him - he was
much more important. Tom Cruise said: 'Who's that?' I said: 'Tom,
that's Alex McLeish, 77 caps for Scotland. He's a hero - and he's the
manager of Hibs!'
Alex and I just clicked and we've become very, very good friends.
Alex is a massive movie buff; he watches movies religiously in his
spare time. He has a great memory for films that he's seen and can
quote lines from them. His memory is for lines; mine's for a pass from
defence into attack. I'm a huge movie fan myself but my first love is
football. He always wants to talk about films and I always want to
talk about football! He's very successful, incredibly committed,
dedicated and meticulous. We understand each other. We're from the
same background and have the same values. Alex's family know my family
from way back. He was born two streets away from where my father was
born in Barrhead in Glasgow.
Alex and his wife Gill came to see me when I was in a play called
To The Green Fields Beyond at the Donmar Warehouse in London,
and I introduced him to Ray Winstone afterwards. Ray's a huge football
fan too; he follows West Ham. We made a pact: I support the Hammers in
England and he supports Hibs in Scotland.
I tried to explain the Hibs thing to Tom Cruise once. He's a very
physical guy but he's not into football. We were talking about sports
teams and I was trying to explain my passion for Hibernian Football
Club. I was saying, like: 'The club started in 1875 as a way to get
the local orphans off the streets, so the Irish priests formed
Hibernian and it was a wonderful act of kindness by the priests to try
and instill some sense of community and of worth into the young people
of Leith.' But American actors don't really get football.
Alex and Gill also visited me on the set of a film I was shooting
in Germany late last year called The Poet, about a Russian
assassin, and he became an extra in it. There was this scene in an art
gallery in Munich and I said to Alex, 'Do you want to be in it?' and
he says, 'Aye'. I told him to stand there and look at a photograph on
the gallery wall. Paul Hills, the director, was well up for it. Every
time they cut, I said to Alex: 'Alex, no, no, feel the moment; get
into it more. I don't believe you! Imagine you're looking at a
fantastic footballer.' It was funny, me giving Alex acting lessons.
No, I didn't feel betrayed when Alex left Easter Road to join
Rangers. I was sad, because Alex was a phenomenal manager of Hibs and
had done an extraordinary job there. Under him we won the First
Division by a record points margin, got to the Scottish Cup Final,
played in the Uefa Cup - and beat Hearts 6-2. Alex had invited me into
the directors' box for that game, which was at Easter Road in October
2000, but I don't think I behaved the way people in the directors' box
are meant to behave. I was waving bye-bye to the Hearts fans after the
fourth and fifth goals went in. I haven't been in the directors' box
since but I prefer it in my season-ticket seat, where I can jump up
and down.
Alex had to take the Rangers job because being the Ibrox manager is
a great honour and a great opportunity. It's hard him being my friend
and him being the manager of Rangers. I want him to do well and I
don't want Rangers to do badly - except when they play Hibs.